Grip

Tomorrow I don't have to work. But I have some stuff to do. Yesterday was the longest day of work ever. I was tired. I still am. I'm also gripped by the irritation of everything that has happened this week and how I have no choice but to grit my teeth and stay bitchy about it because I don't want people to get the impression that I can be abused and trampled; that there are no consequences for bad behavior. I'm not terribly good at being angry at people I care about, and I don't like fighting about things that may not have a solution. So here I am. Staying away from the phone, trying to occupy my time with things that keep my mind as busy as possible. Wish me luck.