No Sun

I didn't see the sun at all today. And I've become so soft, I didn't want to venture out in such "bad weather". So I have essentially done nothing all day. Shower, watch tv, read, nap, talk on the phone, play on the internet. That's been my day. Is this what peoples' lives are like? A whole lotta nuthin? It seems like there should be more going on, but sadly, I have nothing to do and few to talk about it to. And I have small dilemmas that occupy my time. Like where can I find a large glass jar with a lid on it? How many days will it take to shoot my film? Why do my feet feel sticky even though I just washed them? How long will it take to cook this baked potato? Is it indulgent to bathe more than once a day? How long can meat be left in the fridge before it goes bad?

Anyway, tomorrow I go back to work, and I already know it's going to be a hectic day. And Thursday will probably be the same. I don't really want to go, but I also do want to go, partially because I really need the money and partially because I just like having people around to joke with, which is basically all we do anyway. In between the heavy lifting.

The pro at the club called me today and we rescheduled, which was a relief. As always, I'm hoping she has some magical answer to all my problems and my life will be miraculously fixed. Which it never is, but I can always hope. At the very least, she may be able to shed some light on why I keep getting so screwed by the people I care about.

But for tonight, I'm going to let my potato cook, pan-fry a steak, and watch some tv.