Quiet

So today I did a whole lotta nothin' because my eyes were sore from the waterworks of last night. But I had to run one errand, which I faithfully did. Then when I got home, my roommate once again felt the need to belittle me (again) in front of her friends, which produced such a look of hatred from me as I debated whether or not to chew her out in front of people I don't know very well. I didn't.

I was also a little bit social today, but I really didn't want to be. So here I am, back in the spot where I started earlier today, wondering how to fix my life because it sure sucks right now. My friends here all hate me for various reasons that are not my fault, and I have no way out. No way of making them see how much they are hurting me because they are so wrapped up in themselves that they can't even really see me at all. Not that they think about me anyway. My phone stays quiet.

But after I backed into a post at the gas station and drove downtown to spend money I don't have, I did see the one thing that would make me smile just once today. Five grown men petting a Cocker Spaniel outside a Starbucks....Maybe you had to be there.