Officially Nuts

It's official. I'm nuts. My brain is not working. I'm planning on going to see some horror movie on Thursday with the baby boy, and I hate horror movies. I just want to know what's up with this guy. Is he interested or not? Which I suppose is irrelevant in the end, because I was in 8th grade when he was born. He has no idea who Alfonso Ribiero is. Yes, it's true. Anyway, back to me being crazy. There's this new guy that is good looking and smart and possibly interested in me and I like him. I keep thinking about him and how I really want to get laid and wonder what I'm supposed to do here. And I also keep thinking about how a relationship with him would never work. He's too young and I'm too far gone for him to catch up. I want to get married and have kids and he's 21. But I still feel like it's worth the trip. I don't think he's psycho like the wolfman was. And then there is the other thing, where I can't stop thinking about the other boy who is constantly jerking me around and pissing me off. When I said he was acting funny the other day, I wasn't kidding. He has been ignoring me since then, which means the girl is in town, which makes him a huge d-bag. He had a perfect chance to tell me and he didn't, so now I'm ten times more annoyed than I would have been otherwise. So to break it down: two dudes. no answers.

But if I manage to keep hanging out with the baby boy, at least I won't have to go places by myself anymore.