Boys Suck, Part II

Boys still suck. Boy B was at work today, and I pretty much did my best to ignore him, and I think he got the message. He left before me, and didn't talk to me or apologize for his terrible behavior, but I did find a flower stuck under my windshield wiper when I left work, and it kind of makes me more mad because he can to that, but he can't say he's sorry or pick up the fucking phone and I'm so tired of dealing with the bullshit. If you like me, fine. If you don't, fine. But stop jerking me around because it's just pissing me off and we have to work together so I'd rather not be pissed off all the time when I'm at work like I was today.

I got a message from an acquaintance tonight that she saw Kid A downtown tonight and he was with that other girl that none of us like because she is so rude and completely unnattractive. And completely unworthy of wearing glitter. And it irritates me that he is with her even though I knew he would be and it made me sick to my stomach when I heard about it. And I keep wondering, why doesn't he ever want to go out downtown with me? Supposedly we are at least friends, but we never "hang out". He comes over here or I go over there, but we never go places, or at least he never invites me to places and I find that very alarming. Is he embarrassed to be seen with me? I know I'm hotter than poodlehead, so please, get real.

I'm considering taking a hiatus from all the male people in my life. They have given me nothing but trouble for almost a year now, and I'm not even getting sex out of it. All I get is a headache and lots of confusion. I'm so tired of it. So tired of them. They suck.