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I feel like I should say something that is along my usual line of whining, but I'm not really feeling it this morning. At least not enough to put it into words. And today is Tuesday, so He G will not be calling or seeing or thinking about me. I guess I'm resigned to that little fact today. I'm not mad, just defeated. I probably will be hearing from She G, who will call as soon as I get in class so I won't be able to answer my phone. Her timing is always impeccable.

I do have work to do today, but I'm sitting in bed not doing it. This bed has become a place where I don't do things. Yes, that thing is also included. I wish I had an office. Stupid grad school. My thesis proposal is due in 8 days. I have four paragraphs so far. I wish the deadline was motivating me a little more, but it isn't. Last night I resigned myself to the fact that I wasn't going to make the deadline, which is something that rarely happens to me. Deadlines are the concrete of my life. But it looks like this one is just going to have to wait until next semester. Maybe I'll be able to pull myself out of this muck by then. Because it's not that I don't know what I want to do, it's just that I don't feel like writing it down right now. I just want to do research and think about it some more. If I do it, that makes me that much closer to graduation, which is an incredibly scary proposition, for a multitude of reasons.

Anyway, I'll rap with you later. I have to go get groceries.