Remedy

A few hours ago, I was struck with the overwhelming urge to quit school and get a job back home. So I spent way too much time on the internet trying to find one that would hire me and let me move back to the place I willfully left so many years ago.

I don't know what's come over me. I've never wanted to move back there. Is it the filmy rosiness that it just gained from the last visit. Or maybe it's the feeling of not being needed here. Maybe it's that there are people there that miss me and care about me. Maybe I really don't want to go back to school. Maybe I just want to live in my parents' basement for the rest of my life.

All I know is that I've been seized by this all to familiar feeling of restlessness and discontent with my life and I don't know how to remedy it. I need a remedy for what's ailin' me. I just don't know where to get it. Here or there?