Happy Flag(ging) Day
I'm trying to keep myself together. I feel like I'm falling apart. Literally. I can't seem to keep a regular schedule. My sleeping patterns are all over the place. One day, I get up at 7 am, the next 11 am. Naps at odd hours because I'm exhausted. It doesn't make any sense. I'm confused.
I'm also having pain in my knee, presumably from the exercise. It really hurts in one particular place, mostly if I sit cross-legged, but other times just randomly. I'm sure my joints are wondering what the hell is going on, since I haven't worked out in this millenium and now it's like an every day thing. I have lost a couple of pounds, though. I'd really like to lose the layer of blubber sitting on my back. That, I think (other than my non-flat stomach) is what bothers me the most. It kills me to know my back wrinkles up with rolls when I turn around. I miss the good ol' days of being 17 and being able to eat whatever I wanted. That was the life.
June is nearing half over and my progress is slow. It's a little worrisome, but there's nothing I can do except keep going. My cinematographer told me a couple of days ago that she got hired to work on a tv show for 12 weeks (it's reality-TRW), so I'm a little concerned about her availability. She's pretty sure she'll still be able to do the movie, but I'm skeptical. She has a tendency to try to do everything, and as a result, things fall through the cracks (i.e. my stuff, since I can't pay her). I'm hoping for the best.
I think that's all for now. I'm going to try to get my house cleaned up today and catch up on some reading I've neglected for the last couple of days. I have a pile of books in my living room that I intend to actually read this summer. I'd also like to pack some of my things, even though I still don't know when I'll be moving. I just know I won't want to do it later, because I don't want to do it now, either. But now I have time, so it should happen now. It's not like I need everything all the time anyway. So, there you go. Happy Flag(ging) Day.
I'm also having pain in my knee, presumably from the exercise. It really hurts in one particular place, mostly if I sit cross-legged, but other times just randomly. I'm sure my joints are wondering what the hell is going on, since I haven't worked out in this millenium and now it's like an every day thing. I have lost a couple of pounds, though. I'd really like to lose the layer of blubber sitting on my back. That, I think (other than my non-flat stomach) is what bothers me the most. It kills me to know my back wrinkles up with rolls when I turn around. I miss the good ol' days of being 17 and being able to eat whatever I wanted. That was the life.
June is nearing half over and my progress is slow. It's a little worrisome, but there's nothing I can do except keep going. My cinematographer told me a couple of days ago that she got hired to work on a tv show for 12 weeks (it's reality-TRW), so I'm a little concerned about her availability. She's pretty sure she'll still be able to do the movie, but I'm skeptical. She has a tendency to try to do everything, and as a result, things fall through the cracks (i.e. my stuff, since I can't pay her). I'm hoping for the best.
I think that's all for now. I'm going to try to get my house cleaned up today and catch up on some reading I've neglected for the last couple of days. I have a pile of books in my living room that I intend to actually read this summer. I'd also like to pack some of my things, even though I still don't know when I'll be moving. I just know I won't want to do it later, because I don't want to do it now, either. But now I have time, so it should happen now. It's not like I need everything all the time anyway. So, there you go. Happy Flag(ging) Day.
posted by Ocean | 11:41 AM
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