Frustrated

I think I might be getting a little bit of cabin fever. Or maybe I just don't have enough interaction with people. I feel like I'm going a little bit nuts. I did stuff today. Good stuff. I did some reading, activated my website, worked out, and so on. I was planning on starting my fundraising campaign today, but I didn't know that the approval process before your project gets posted was going to be more than a couple of hours. So that will have to wait until whenever they approve it. Hopefully tomorrow.

Yesterday I went to this class to learn how to do aerial silk stuff, or whatever that's called. I was actually pretty good at it, which was nice. I haven't done anything that physical in a while, so it felt good for it to come easy, even though a freakishly tall gay guy was teaching me how to do it. Why are the good looking ones always gay? Not fair. Just sayin. I'm supposed to go to 4 more classes, so we'll see where that goes.

So here's the thing: I'm doing things, moving forward and so forth. I should be happy. I should feel like I'm accomplishing things and moving toward my goals. But I guess it doesn't feel like I'm getting anywhere if there's no one around to tell. Or anyone who appreciates what I'm doing. Or even anyone that cares what's going on. No one in this town is calling me to ask me how it's going, what kind of progress I'm making, or even ask me what I'm doing. It's really annoying. Today I realized that I often check up on people when I haven't heard from them in a couple of weeks just to see what they're up to. Especially if I know that they're working on something. It doesn't even matter what it is. I try to encourage the people around me whenever possible. Isn't that what you're supposed to do? Apparently these people are too self-absorbed to call, or even send an email. How long does that take? Two minutes?

Anyway, frustration is setting in. I'm frustrated.