Desertion?

Where have you been? I haven't heard from you in ages, and you don't even return my calls anymore. What's up with that? Lame. That's what I say.

I still sort of have a boy around. I had a party the other night and he never showed up. He said he fell asleep. He also mentioned a long lost friend who visited who happened to be female. At this point, suspicion is just second nature. I expect lies. I expect deceit. So I don't know what to do or what to say, if anything. He came over today to hang out. I am seriously not getting enough face time to make it worth my time. Or make it worth some sort of commitment. I need more. Not tons more, but more. More means supporting me by coming to my parties, meeting my friends, doing things I want to do. Not just sitting on my couch watching tv and drinking my alcohol. Any freeloader can do that. So I want more.

Met a cute boy at the party. Probably nothing will come of it. But he was cute. And touching me a lot.

That's all.