To Do

I got through day one. The only two things I did were go to the grocery store and go to work. And today it's raining, so unless it clears up, I will be doing even less today. I woke up with a kink in the back of my neck, and that is never good. I also woke up much earlier than I wanted to; sleeping prevents me from feeling bad and going over and over everything in my mind. Not that there's anything I could have done to change things, but I guess I will always wonder how I acquired the knack for bad relationships.

Actually, there are lots of things I can do around the house, but that means I actually have to get out of bed and do them, which takes not only effort, but thought as well. And I need to stay away from the clock, because that's often where my obsessive tendencies originate.

So this is what I am definitely going to do today:
1. Watch the Deadwood episode I recorded on Sunday
2. Shower (my hair needs washing)
3. Go to work

This is what I might do today:
1. Put away groceries
2. Paint
3. Research this French film (I'm a geek, you know)
4. Work some more on that "extended fiction" I started back in January
5. Forget about everything and just go back to bed
6. e-mail the lady at Kodak