Strange Things

There are strange things happening to me. Things that don't normally happen. Last night I went to a special screening of a new movie and I won a shirt and a poster without meaning to. I didn't even really want them, but what do you do when everyone is looking at you to be excited?

Today at the coffee shop there is a guy who came in and looked at me several times. I don't know what his deal is. He looks like a relatively normal dude. It kind of weirds me out. People don't normally look at me. I blend.

I have a lot of work to do and I don't feel like doing any of it. I'm planning on going to the beach today, as the weather is beautiful, if only a little chilly. I have to see him again today, and I'm not looking forward to it. It's amazing how my days with him used to be the highlight of my week, and now they are the thing I dread more than anything. I spend the other six days trying to figure out the best ways of avoiding seeing or talking to him on a day that I am forced to see him.

These are the mantras:

Don't Panic
Make Distractions
Move On