Query

I'm not really sure where to start, except that a few minutes ago, I looked in the mirror and thought, "I'm pretty hot; why am I in bed alone?"

Good question. I suppose everyone would have their own answer, but none of them would be right. But I really wonder what it is that I don't have, because it seems that there is an LCD of what people think is beautiful, and I am obviously not it. I doesn't matter how long my hair is, or how blue my eyes are, or how much weight I've lost, I'll still never get to that ideal. Because when it gets down to it, I'll still be a geeky chick with glasses who has so many problems that I can never win, especially in realms such as these. I will never have a companion that hangs on to every word, who says that what I have to say makes sense, or is even willing to tell me I'm beautiful, despite whether or not it's actually true.

So in the end, the answer to my query is this: No matter what, I will never be hot enough to negate the fact that I am not suitable for companionship, and just need to get on with my life because there is no one and nothing out there for me. No matter what my hair looks like.