Decisions

Of course, it's after midnight and I am not the least bit tired. But I really want to sleep. I'm feeling restless. Like I should go somewhere or do something, but I really just want to wind down after a stupid night at work. I want to let it all go.

I want to let everything go. I'm tired of making decisions. I want someone else to do it for me. Go back to having someone else take care of things for me. I started doing it for myself way too early. And I'm not doing a very good job of it.