Butterfly

I feel fat. I feel disgusting. I haven't felt this gross maybe ever. I need to turn the TV off because I'm starting to feel as bad about myself as a person could. I hate pretty girls. I hate girls that don't have to wear glasses. Girls with big boobs. Tall girls. Exotic looking girls. I hate them all. I just want to crawl back into my bed and pull the covers over my head and disappear. I don't want anyone to see me like this. Maybe it could be like the caterpillar in the cocoon and I'll come out as a butterfly.