In the Hole

A lot has been going on. I dressed up for Halloween. I voted. Work has been insane, and the other day I started a conversation with my boss about whether or not he could offer me full time work, since that's basically what I do anyway. I'm also still thinking seriously about quitting school. It's a tough decision.

I'll be working every day this week except for Thursday night. I think I calculated about 50 hours at the very least. And I'm not supposed to work more than 32. Hmm.

So for Halloween I dressed up and went to a couple of parties. It was interesting. I haven't downloaded any pictures, but I was Mother Nature. Not sure if I even got any good pictures. At the house party I went to, some guy named Tyler started talking to me. He was cute and made me laugh, so it was all okay. And then he told me that he is a magician and makes balloon animals, and I judged. I couldn't help it. And I felt like a jerk because I'm not much better. I have a dorky job also. And then, some guy dressed like a woman (who didn't tuck, by the way) started grinding on me and suddenly Tyler was nowhere to be seen. I have to admit I was a little sad.

So now I'm back to being the loser with no money, no partner, no prospects, no nothing. Not that I ever got away from that, but sometimes it feels like I'm about to pull myself out of this hole and then it turns out that there hasn't been any kind of improvement whatsoever.

Go figure.