Postal

I am so pissed off right now. The construction guys woke me up before 10 with a stereo playing Spanish music, and it's Saturday. They have woken me up every day this week. My roommate and her dad are here, know I sleep late, and let them. They don't wake my roommate up because she has a day job. She never sees them. She never has to deal with them being in her space and invading her peace and privacy. I have no bathroom, so I'm supposed to use hers, but last night she had some guy over so I had to hold it until this morning. I'm ecstatic about her hanging out with a guy, but this is not a good time. They could've gone to his house. If I had friends, it would alleviate the problem because I could just stay with them, but one is away for the weekend and the other one adamantly refuses to be disrupted for even one night by something as small as me being completely desparate for a quiet and comfortable place to sleep and shower. I'm upset about that too, but I'm going to let it go. It's really just par for the course.

GOD THIS SUCKS!!!!

I'm about to lose my fucking mind and I don't know what to do about it because obviously no one gives a shit that I'm teetering on the edge of sanity and I have nowhere to go to get away from this shit and I'm supposed to work tonight and I'm sure I'm going to be in a really fucking good mood by then because I'm already starting to shake and rent is due today and I don't want to pay it because I pay good money to have a suitable place to live, which I haven't fucking had for a month now and now I don't even have a place to pee or wash my body or even brush my teeth and I can't get any fucking god damn peace because they are SO FUCKING LOUD and disturbing me in ways you can only imagine.

I'll finish talking about this after I go postal.