Hello

So I'm sure everyone hates me by now because of my inability to cope. Because I want my life to be a certain way and it's not and it freaks me out and sometimes I lose it a little. And because I get bent out of shape about things that are important to me and I get my feelings hurt and sometimes when I'm really upset I just stop talking and shut my door because I don't know what else to do.

Hello, it's me. Nice to meet you. This is who I am. Who I've always been, and will always be. I suppose I could apologize, but it's not going to change anything. I'm still going to want your sympathy, instead of you shaking your head and saying, well, buck up little soldier, cuz that's the way it is. I don't need a discount, I just don't want to be discounted. I want my problems to be taken seriously when I am pouring my self out and think I can't take it anymore.

I just don't want to feel like I'm alone in this.