Chemicals

I'd rather stay in today. I'd rather go back to bed. I'd rather not go to school. Or class. I'd rather not see him. He'll probably be with her anyway, now that they're bosom buddies again. A friend of mine called me yesterday and told me how unhappy she is right now. And it wasn't just school, but it was her birthday and her homesickness and her loneliness and everything else. I knew exactly what she was saying, but I couldn't say anything to help her. She turned to tranquilizers and sleep and I was jealous. Wish I had some tranquilizers. I've come to the conclusion that the easiest and fastest way to deal with pain and heartbreak is to turn to chemicals. They don't beat around the bush. The just do their job. They just take you out. Simple.