Sucker

Today I was still mad and irritated. And then he tricked me by calling from a number that didn't register on my phone. And now that I'm trying to find actors, I have to answer every call.

And then I heard his voice. I wasn't mad anymore.

But then I ended up being mad at myself. Because I'm so easy. All I need is to hear his voice and everything is ok again. He doesn't even have to apologize. In fact, I end up asking him how he's doing because he sounds sad or tired or something.

It feels weird. Because I want to still be pissed off for no reason, and I can't be. That's how it has always been. I'm such a sucker. Or something like that.