Quirk Quizzes

I suppose things could be worse. I could be in love with someone who can't stand me. Instead it's someone who thinks I'm neat. Sometimes it drives me crazy. I'm pretty sure I have harped on this before, but I'm going to do it again. I just don't understand how someone can fit so well and still want to be alone. It doesn't make any sense. And it's dumb to think of all the ways we fit together: we like the same movies, the same people, the same politicians, the same food, the same places, the same music, same opinions, same sense of humor, same everything. But none of that matters because he just doesn't feel like it.

I almost thought that he doesn't want someone to share things with, someone that is always there for him, someone that will always listen, someone that will always at least try to understand. But that's not it. He already has those things. He just doesn't want to give those things back. It's too much work I guess.

I know I'm work. I'm sure I'm one of those dreaded girls that says she's low maintenance but is actually high maintenance. It's difficult to get past my quirks and not be annoyed by them. I actually took one of those many quizzes that I'm always taking, even though I already know the answer. It was "Are you too quirky to date?". I ended up being in the quirkiest category (I scored 18 out of 20 points), which didn't actually say I was too quirky to date, but I get the picture. It said I should be careful and make sure my quirks aren't really a cry for attention. Excuse me? I try to HIDE my quirkiness. But it's like trying to cover up a fat lady; people can always tell. I'm not fooling anybody. Fucking quizzes. They have done nothing but validate my belief that no one is ever going to want to date me.