Dreams

My face is tingly again. And I've been coughing up a lot of junk. Is this what's supposed to happen? Is this healing? I guess we'll wait and see.

One thing I'd like to fix is what's going on in my head. Or maybe not fix, but at least understand. Lately (as in since I came back from vacation a few days ago), I've been having very strange dreams. And they are vivid and feel very real, even though I know they are not. But the part that is distressing is that they are very unsettling and nightmarish. And they aren't even the kind of dreams you can explain to anyone because you don't even understand them yourself. They are just a series of disjointed images strung together without any connection between them. When I wake up I still feel like they are going. I still feel what I felt in the dream.

Is this normal? Do they mean something? One dream was animated. That's weird. One dream had a giant swimming pool. And in one I told some guy he wasn't letting go of me because I was too cute, and then I remembered that I have glasses and cute girls don't wear glasses and he let me go. One deam had my fingernail painted a weird color. In one I went to the Academy Awards because I was nominated for something, and I found out they were giving out bracelets they had gotten on sale. And I was wearing a weird hat. But I had long blonde hair like I've always wanted. But I still felt out of place and nervous.

There have been about 4 dreams that have been like this, leaving me with this uneasy feeling upon waking. I'd like to know why they are here all of a sudden, and if it means something I should know. It seems like it should, because I have so many things in my head that need fixing. I just have to figure out how to do it.