Emotions are funny things. So are needs. They are unpredictable and uncontrollable. For some reason, I've been feeling really lonely today. And every attempt I've made to crush these feelings has failed. I've reminded myself of the friends I have, and the things we do together. They invite me to do stuff. They ask me about things in my life. Somehow it just isn't enough. I'm still lonely. So I called the people I know, which took less than five minutes since no one was there. And that makes me feel even more lonely. I reached out to touch someone and got nothing but dead air. So now I'm stuck trying to cure my loneliness by talking to my blah(g). Or typing to my blah(g). Only my laptop is always there for me. So now my most meaningful relationship is with a little metal machine. Argh. Lonely again. Damn.