Breaks

I have been really tired lately. Like the kind of tired that hits me while I'm sitting on the couch and the next thing I know it's two hours later. I caught part of your boring ass basketball game. They switched to Kansas because it was so boring. Next thing I knew it was over and I felt really sorry for the other team.

Spring break has officially started. Yay! I got myself some free zoo tickets today and I might be going tomorrow. I have to pick some stuff up from the boy, which is going to be an anticlimactic visit. He did 'casually' mention that the 'girlfriend' is coming out for a visit. A two month visit. I should be upset. I'm a little relieved. Now I have a really good excuse not to talk to him. I told him I might not remember him in two months, which technically isn't true, but it's not far. In two months I'll be back at the beginning again where I live my life without him, without thinking about him, without talking to him. It would be nice if I had someone to move on to, but so far I don't have any serious candidates.

There is one that I wouldn't mind throwing into the pool, but he is unbelievably shy. Which makes it really difficult to tell if he's into me. He is really cute: blond hair, blue eyes, lacrosse player, film student (not mine). The last couple of times I've talked to him, I've asked him about the film he's working on. He gets this goofy grin on his face and just says "It's good." The first time it happened I made a comment that he seemed like he was talking about his new girlfriend or kid, but today it occurred to me today that maybe he's talking TO his new girlfriend. Yeah, that would be me. But like I said, it's a little tough to tell if he's excited about the film or me. Or if he's just weird. He's going to be at my shoot on Monday, so we'll see what happens.