Yuck

I'm extremely depressed today. I don't really know why. Probably a combination of things. The weather is cloudy and rainy, and will be for the next few days. I also saw a very sad movie this morning; you know, one of those ones that makes you want to cry but you don't because it's just a movie but it still feels like you want to bawl your face off about the whole thing. I'm also looking for a new place, which is always a little exciting but also a little depressing and scary. The boy called me today and we chatted, and that made me sad because I don't think I'll be hearing from him for a long time. He also told me he and boring horse face girl are planning a trip to Italy, which actually made my stomach turn a little. And I've been a little sick to my stomach all day for some reason. I got to school and saw Prof D-bag, and was instantly reminded of the rumor that he's getting married to whore girl, and that wasn't great either. I'm tired and burnt out on pretty much everything, even though I've been trying to keep up and act like a go-getter type of person who has way more energy than I actually do. I think it's just one of those times when I'm tired of fending for myself and having no one on my side that wants to help me. No support or encouragement from anyone. It makes this town feel so much bigger and less friendly when I have no one to talk to.

We're watching Bill & Ted's Excellent Adventure in class tonight. Maybe that will make me feel better. I hope so, because I still have a bunch of stuff to do when I get home tonight. Volunteering is hard work.

I think a fist fight between Mike and Roy would cheer me up. Could you set that up for me?