Rain and so forth

You never called back. You're just like all the rest! Ha ha.

Anyway, it's still raining like crazy out here. I kind of like it for some strange reason. Maybe because it fits my mood. I'm feeling better than I was, which means that I'm going to have to go to the grocery store so that I'll have something to eat when my appetite returns. I think I'm turning into a boring person. Going to the movies is a big deal for me. Course, I'm left on my own most of the time, so I don't have the benefit of friends to go out with. I'm left to fly solo because the only girl friend I have can't tear herself away from the jerk she's currently dating long enough for us to do anything. Plus she doesn't do anything "cultural". She won't even go to the museum, not even if I promise there will be booze there. The other people I know are either dudes who don't like to call me for some strange reason (I'm not that fucking bad) or they are gay or it's the girl who can't spare a Saturday night for her single homegirl, who is quickly becoming a spinster. This from the girl who meets a guy one day, makes out with him, and months later (after they haven't seen each other even once) he is sending her pictures of his wang on his cell phone and professing his undying love for her and how he knows they're meant for one another. I told her she needs to tell me her secret. In between douchebags, it would be nice if there was just one guy who thought I was something special. Even if it is a little nuts.

So anyway, I'm trying to make up my mind to be somewhat productive for the rest of my break, but it's kind of difficult to get going on anything. Part of the reason I'm turning into a boring person. I'm going to read a bunch of stuff about wine tonight, just in case I get an interview with the job I didn't get a chance to tell you about. I would love to have a job. That would be cool.

Anyway, that's about it for now.