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This is the first moment I've had to breathe in the last three days. Now I'm working a full time regular-ish job, and I don't know how people get anything else done. I have so many phone calls I need to make, and they are going to have to wait until Monday because I haven't had time for anything. I haven't even had time to make dinner. It seems like I haven't seen my house at all. And I'm way behind on my tv watching. You know, the stuff I recorded. Maybe I'll catch up on some of that tonight.
Went to a musical last night with a pseudo-stranger. I guess it was kind of a date, since we had dinner before hand, but we drove separately, and there was no touching whatsoever except for a hug at the end of the night. But I'm not worried, because I'm so fucked up there's really no hope for him, and he lives on the other side of the country and will be leaving the day after tomorrow. The play was really good. You can't go wrong with Bertold Brecht. I personally think he was a genius.
The night before I met with my cinematographer to get some things figured out. And today he sent me a note that says, sorry, I can't do it. Even guys I'm not interested in sleeping with dump me. How pathetic. So now I'm going to have to find someone else, and time is getting short. So that really blows.
I'm working on a scheme to go to Venice for their big film festival. I'd have to get assistance from Ma and Pa, and I'm not so sure they're willing, since they think that what I'm doing in school is a total waste and a dead end. Which means that anything that furthers my interest in it needs to get sucked into a black hole.
I just saw a hummingbird out my window. Cool.
I saw today that Tom Waits is going to play in Asheville. That's a show I would definitely not miss if I lived there.
I'm trying to figure out what to do about school and this new job. Do I sacrifice the job if they won't flex on the hours? Or do I sacrifice the classes? It's kind of a sticky wicket, since I'm looking forward to having a steady income for a while. But school has always been a priority, so it's kind of hard to give up now. I don't know. I'm going to have to get it figured out pretty soon, though.
So that's all I feel like talking about right now. Maybe later I'll fill in any blanks I left.
Went to a musical last night with a pseudo-stranger. I guess it was kind of a date, since we had dinner before hand, but we drove separately, and there was no touching whatsoever except for a hug at the end of the night. But I'm not worried, because I'm so fucked up there's really no hope for him, and he lives on the other side of the country and will be leaving the day after tomorrow. The play was really good. You can't go wrong with Bertold Brecht. I personally think he was a genius.
The night before I met with my cinematographer to get some things figured out. And today he sent me a note that says, sorry, I can't do it. Even guys I'm not interested in sleeping with dump me. How pathetic. So now I'm going to have to find someone else, and time is getting short. So that really blows.
I'm working on a scheme to go to Venice for their big film festival. I'd have to get assistance from Ma and Pa, and I'm not so sure they're willing, since they think that what I'm doing in school is a total waste and a dead end. Which means that anything that furthers my interest in it needs to get sucked into a black hole.
I just saw a hummingbird out my window. Cool.
I saw today that Tom Waits is going to play in Asheville. That's a show I would definitely not miss if I lived there.
I'm trying to figure out what to do about school and this new job. Do I sacrifice the job if they won't flex on the hours? Or do I sacrifice the classes? It's kind of a sticky wicket, since I'm looking forward to having a steady income for a while. But school has always been a priority, so it's kind of hard to give up now. I don't know. I'm going to have to get it figured out pretty soon, though.
So that's all I feel like talking about right now. Maybe later I'll fill in any blanks I left.
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