Nervous
I have lots of stuff to do today. Last night I even made a list so I wouldn't forget everything, but I'm not sure I even got everything on the list. It's hard to be an adult. And I don't wanna grow up. I did some work on my movie last night, which is good, but I can't seem to get anyone to call me back (not even my adviser), which is bad. It seems as thought everyone has dropped off the face of the earth all of a sudden. People who are attached to the internet at the hip are suddenly not responding to my e-mails. Did I contract a social plague?
My interview is today. I'm nervous, mostly because I'm worried that they'll think I'm an idiot and I don't know what I'm talking about. And whether or not I get this job is going to make a big difference in how the next couple months of my life go. So I'm kind of ambivalent about the whole thing anyway. Being popular can be hard, I guess. I have to take "materials", whatever that means. Does that mean I have to figure out exactly what I would show and tell for all 24 classes? Or do they just want a general idea? I feel so unprepared. But at least it will give them a chance to see my face and tell me they love me. Or not.
I'm not going to be able to go to the beach today. I'm a little sad, but not so much. I went yesterday and the day before, and my back is a bit scratchy because I think I got a little too much sun yesterday. I think I'm going to start going later in the day when it's not so hot. It would be nice if I had friends that could go with me, but alas, I don't.
Anyway, my other big dilemma is trying to figure out what I'm going to wear to this interview. I have to look smart (good thing I wear glasses, eh?) and all that, but it's so hot outside and I don't want to melt. I have the velvet pants that always look good, but I also have the pinstripe pants that are nice and light. I just don't have a top that works. Everything is either too hot or not professional. Would it be bad to wear a tube top to an interview? Even if it's pretty? What about a tank top? Even if it's made of silk? And my skirts are either too bohemian or too short or too funky. I'm seriously going to have to put some thought into this, because I don't function well when I'm uncomfortable, whether it's physical or emotional discomfort.
Wish me luck.
My interview is today. I'm nervous, mostly because I'm worried that they'll think I'm an idiot and I don't know what I'm talking about. And whether or not I get this job is going to make a big difference in how the next couple months of my life go. So I'm kind of ambivalent about the whole thing anyway. Being popular can be hard, I guess. I have to take "materials", whatever that means. Does that mean I have to figure out exactly what I would show and tell for all 24 classes? Or do they just want a general idea? I feel so unprepared. But at least it will give them a chance to see my face and tell me they love me. Or not.
I'm not going to be able to go to the beach today. I'm a little sad, but not so much. I went yesterday and the day before, and my back is a bit scratchy because I think I got a little too much sun yesterday. I think I'm going to start going later in the day when it's not so hot. It would be nice if I had friends that could go with me, but alas, I don't.
Anyway, my other big dilemma is trying to figure out what I'm going to wear to this interview. I have to look smart (good thing I wear glasses, eh?) and all that, but it's so hot outside and I don't want to melt. I have the velvet pants that always look good, but I also have the pinstripe pants that are nice and light. I just don't have a top that works. Everything is either too hot or not professional. Would it be bad to wear a tube top to an interview? Even if it's pretty? What about a tank top? Even if it's made of silk? And my skirts are either too bohemian or too short or too funky. I'm seriously going to have to put some thought into this, because I don't function well when I'm uncomfortable, whether it's physical or emotional discomfort.
Wish me luck.
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