Injuries and Aches

I've spent the whole weekend nursing my injured ego and my aching body. Not exactly how I wanted things to go. I fucking suck. My legs and feet are so sore right now, and I don't know what to do about it. I guess I could take something, but it really hurts. My sleeping patterns are all messed up, mostly from lying awake for so long in the middle of the night thinking about how frustrated and irritated I am because I don't even get to control the little things in my life, and I thought I could. It fucking annoys me to no end.

I still have no desire to leave my house because I'm still trying to recover from recent humiliation and the recovery process is not going very smoothly or quickly. And there's nothing on tv. God I'm ticked off. I should go out for a walk and try to get things out of my head for a while, but I don't want to risk running into my two least favorite people and I'm at a loss as to which route will ensure that I don't see them. My ego really doesn't need that bonus right now. Deep breath. Fuck this. Ouch.