Crazy

I'm trying to finish reading these papers for class. I started around noon, and I still have three left. I am having difficulty concentrating, and it's driving me crazy. I even got up and did the dishes, threw in the Beasties, and tried to get down to it. But I can't. I keep sitting here listening to the kids outside and thinking about who I want to be with and where I'd like to be right now other than sitting here reading these dumb papers with bad spelling errors. I had some cereal too. And some jelly beans. It is beautiful outside, and I've already been outside quite a while today and now I want to settle down and get some stuff done and my brain just won't let me. I didn't even bother putting any clothes on after my shower, because I knew that would turn into some production. Distractions or not, I'm driving myself crazy. I'm restless and I don't want to do anything that is a choice right now. I don't want to watch TV or a movie or read anything or cook anything or go anywhere or even take a nap. And you know how I like naps. I painted today too. Keeping busy really sucks sometimes, especially when you don't really want to keep busy. I'm debating just having some beers and passing out so I don't have to worry about it, but I feel like I should at least wait for the sun to go down before I start doing that.

I'm going stir crazy. Ahhhh!!!