Arts and Crafts

Sometimes I am my own worst enemy. Put me in a room by myself long enough, and I become a twisted kind of think tank and start concocting all sorts of stuff. Some of it is right, and some of it is not. It doesn't really matter though, because these thoughts become strange and obsessive, and the only way to alleviate them is to go out of the room. So today I went on not one, but two walks. I had to use the secret squirrel way to the beach so as not to run into unpleasantness. I think he is mad at me, because I called him and he never called me back. I don't really know why he's mad, unless it's just general madness. I have to admit, I do care. But I'm not losing any sleep over it. I'm still going to do the same stuff I do every day, whatever those things might be.

I finished my hanging sculpture today, and I must say, I think it looks pretty cool. The knitting is progressing too. I think I'm getting kind of good at it too. And now I'm sitting in my big orange chair, listening to chill music and drinking a big beer from Colorado. I just talked to a good friend, for the fourth time today, and I guess I'm feeling pretty good. It feels good to have people call just to talk. I've been considering starting some more painting, but I'm not sure what I want to paint. I need to think on it some more. I did do some writing today, and found it to be rather difficult for some reason. The next section I have to write is going to be even more difficult, mostly because I need to write about something I'm just not feeling right now. It will be an adventure to see what comes out of me next.

I have to work tomorrow. I'm not upset about it. I just wish it wasn't going to be a Saturday night. I guess I'm just never satisfied. Before that, I have lots of work for school to get going on. After tomorrow, I'll have two more days to myself to sit in this room and think and hopefully not go crazy, even though I'm so close all it takes is a little nudge. I just have to keep on being crafty. Like I said before, that's what crazy people do: arts and crafts.