Busy Day

Today is one of those days where I don't get to sit around for a long time and do nothing. Normally I would complain about it, but I'm actually looking forward to it. I actually have stuff to do. And I'm visiting the pro at the club, so hopefully something good will come of that.

I don't think I've ever mentioned it, but April is one of my least favorite months. Bad stuff always happens in April. I try to forget about it and focus on the good stuff, but sometimes things just don't like to be swept under the rug.

I'm working one day this week. Things are most likely going to get very tight very soon. Two days of work in eight isn't going to pay the rent, or anything else for that matter. Oh well. I'm hoping for the tax return to make haste to my hands.

It's been yucky weather here the last couple of days, but it looks like today might actually be a decent day with lots of sun and not lots of clouds. I'm hoping the good beach weather is here to stay. I haven't been to the beach in over a week and that sucks.

As for everything else, I still don't know how to fix everything in my head. Sometimes it's hard to know exactly what I want and I never know how to get it when I eventually figure it out. There's a lot of things I don't understand and probably never will, and I just have to keep on doing things as if I did and hope that no one notices that I have no clue what's going on and that I am seriously insane.

Anyway, hope you are well.