Blessings and Curses

I hate my boobs. They are so small. I've been doing sit-ups and general ab workout stuff for over a week now, and my belly seems to be bigger than my boobs are. I hate being small chested. I can't even fill out an A-cup (quite the rude awakening-thanks, Victoria's Secret). How did I get so overlooked? Really, it seems that just about every department could use some spiffing up.

I was blessed with pretty blue eyes, cursed with glasses so no one can see them. Blessed with long legs and decent skin, but cursed with the tendency to always be cold (i.e. always covering up). Blessed with intelligence, cursed with cynicism. Cursed with the ability to care about people. (there is no blessing that is the opposite of that)

I just want to look good naked. Just for myself. No one else is going to see. But I want to. I want to be able to grin secretly because I know something no one else knows: That I'm hot. But right now I don't think I am hot. I'm a chick with small boobs and a belly. And the glasses don't help much either.