Worth of Work

There's no business like show business. Yeah, right. I must say I am so damn tired of phone calls and organization and touchy feely communication with people who have no clue what you're talking about, and I haven't even gotten to the actors yet. Not that anyone is really annoying me. I'm just tired of the process. It's very arduous. I finally found myself in a quiet room at school tonight (on loan, of course), and all I wanted to do was stay there where no one knew where I was and therefore could not bother me.

Anyway, tomorrow I get to do more stuff and it's supposed to be my day of rest where I take a couple of breaths and chill out before it all starts up again. Oh well. I just have to keep reminding myself that A. This is what I said I wanted and B. At least it sort of a little bit helps with the whole brooding over lost love stuff that gets so tiring so fast.

And I keep telling myself it will be worth it in the end. Hopefully this is one prediction of mine that will be right.