Food Freak

So sorry to everyone for posting the same thing twice. At least it gives you some insight as to how scatterbrained I am right now. I'm actually blogging so I can avoid doing my homework that is due tomorrow morning. Ah, procrastination. Anyway, lately I've been really tired and not into school all that much. I find myself doing things at home that are silly and completely unrelated to school stuff that really is more important. I just don't want to do it. I haven't been able to figure out why, because I actually like most of the stuff I have to do for school. There's got to be some alterior motive living in my subconscious and telling me not to do stuff.

But what it isn't telling me to do is stop eating. I am gaining weight and I don't like it. Every day I look down at this round area around my belly button and I really want to cut it off. It's not supposed to be there. Argh. Welcome to the food freak. At least I have kept myself from actually getting on a scale, because that's when the shit really hits the fan. And I'm really afraid to see exactly how much weight I have gained. I'm guessing only about 5 pounds, but it looks like a lot more than that. On the bright side, since it's all in my belly, it's pretty easy to hide. The only time you can't hide that is when you're naked, and obviously no one is around me when that happens. So I don't really have a lot to worry about, except that it might spread to my thighs and whatnot. It's already getting to my butt. It's neverending. Really.