Done Asking

Boy B called, but only to cancel. Yes, I'm annoyed. At least he called. He said he would call tomorrow. We'll see. Sometimes I wonder why he even bothers. Oh well. At least he's meeting my demands, which was to call when he said he was going to. I called Kid A and of course he didn't answer, so I left a long rambling message, and the only thing I really remember saying is that I think his avoidance of talking to me is pretty mean and I thought we were closer than that. I'm sure that will make him want to call. Not. So I'm officially annoying and idiotic and I think I need to start thinking more about living my life without anyone else. Because as it turns out, no one is ever there for you, no matter what they promise you. They are only there for what is convenient and comfortable. When the going gets tough, you're on your own. So don't ever need anything, keep things light and funny, and don't ask questions.

Ok. I'm done asking. And now I'm going to the art opening.