Mostly Normal

So far today, I have pretended to be a mostly normal person. I watered the plants, did some schoolwork, went to the beach, got the mail. Tonight I am planning on going to an art opening, and Boy B will be coming with me, if he doesn't flake out. I have very little faith in him at this point, so if my phone rings, it will be a miracle. It is a beautiful day here. And I'm getting hungry so I have to think about what I want for lunch. I'm going to try to do some schoolwork today, which means deconstructing Desparate Housewives until it's just a big pile of stereotypes and metaphors. Doesn't that sound like fun? I thought so.

Still not a peep from Kid A, which is why I'm trying so hard to keep myself occupied. Otherwise I'll start calling and leaving tons of messages that will most likely become either more angry or more whiny. And right now I'm on the side of angry because he is being a total jerk and I don't like the way he is treating me because I don't deserve it and I haven't done anything wrong. And now I'm going to have to tell the pro the same tired story about poor me and why aren't people nice to me and wah wah wah. But people should be nicer to me. Especially people that I go out of my way to be nice to.

Anyway, I need to take a shower. I have sand all over me.