Travel Journal #14

This is the homestretch. Frustration and exhaustion are running high. Making plans to move on. Hoping to move forward. Make progress. There is inspiration in many films I see. Kernels of ideas that feel fresh and beautiful. I am pushed to fulfill some unknown destiny to do or create or imagine something I cannot quite grasp yet. But I feel like I am getting closer as I open myself to new avenues of thought. I feel that if I ever find a way to unlock that mysterious reservoir , the ideas will spill out as fast as I can translate them. They are just waiting for me to find the right key. Like the pacing tiger at the zoo. But then, I am the tiger too. Waiting for the moment, watching those watching me. Is it possible to free and be freed at the same time? To fill and empty the vessel at once?