Give it Up

It seems like some days, there's just no point. No point in trying to look good, because the people you want to notice won't. You could show up in the most amazing thing on earth and they will still just sip their coffee and look behind you. But what did you expect? You were told long ago you weren't THE ONE. You were even informed when someone else was beautiful. They were probably behind you anyway.

So why don't you just give it up and stop. If you aren't there, you won't be obstructing the view behind. It's so pathetic to try to get someone to notice me. To make them see that I'm still here. Still as interesting as what's behind me. Still worth talking to. Still trying to make some sort of difference. Still pleading to a deaf jury. So pathetic. What a loser. Give it up. There's no point.